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im not kidding when i say this...

im about to lose almost every thing i ever worked for.

• my car payment is behind because i cannot pay for it. i owe $936.44 to them (for september and now october's payment, i am nearly a month past due $415.72)
• my car insurance will be scheduled for cancellation on or sometime after october 18th. i am $260 behind on them from last month's payment
• my small little payments to affirm, sunbit, tec. are about to be past due.
• i had to spend what little i had left to help cover my mother's part of last month's car insurance ($399) and that left me with $3 on my credit card. my statement came out, and now im like over -$40 because of the interest and charges.
• i had fraud on the other credit card where i had apparently made two purchases to places locally here. but i only have $40 left on that.

im screwed, im jobless but am hunting, im trying to do my own things but im demotivated. no one calls me back, but i get email or when i check job searching websites i get that i wasnt selected by employer. what a load of shit.

i hate to admit that i still live with my mother, but this economy sucks either way. so at least ill have a place to stay.

as i write this, i worry and fear my future and those who are dependent on me and/or my services. i worry how this will affect netro corp. i care about my customers and my business and everything with it. but i cant even fund it, and barely myself.............

my credit is going to drop and im going to lose my car. pretty much everything i worked for.

i am doomed... netro corp is doomed...

i dont know what to do...

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Matthew